and i haven't felt so alive in years

but not tonight ~ depeche mode

& the video

"the moon,

is shining in the sky,

reminding me,

of so many other nights;

but theyre not like tonight."

i heard this song on the radio this morning and immediately thought of a movie that kate and i used to be obsessed with. we had our three movies that we rented so often the woman at the video store eventually just set aside on a shelf for us.

this movie - modern girls - along with dogs in space and sid and nancy.

this one, though, i think we had the characters we related to, songs (like this one) that we sang along to, and clubs and moments that we recognized as us.

i need to get a copy of this - maybe two - so we can both have one.

i love you, kate.